Because I'm too busy.
I work long hours.
I don't have time.
But these are just excuses.
I can make time.
What are my priorities?
Work--because I got's to live.
Friends/Famliy--because I got's to have a reason to live.
But these two things don't have to take up all my time.
I know, I know.
What about all these youtube videos I make?
Or the other blog that I write for every week? hmmm?
This is what I've come up with. I am a writer. I am. I always will be. But sometimes other things are more important. Like working really hard for a job that will only last a little while. And spending time with my friends and family who give meaning to my life. As for the videos and the blogs--I want to change the world. I want to make a difference. I know that my books could do that in a small way. But, there are other things that need attention NOW. Gay rights for one. Acceptance and understanding. I'm not neglecting my writing too much. But, I kind of am. For now.